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I'm going to write because i'm really fucking pissed about whatever and better to take out on the keyboard than myself, you know?

So ya. Let's see. the world's an interesting place.

This new conservative judge being nominated, and all the democrats saying "well this well shift the balance of power to the right!" Well holy shit, good job for listening you idiots. Thats what they want to do. What, do you think that if the liberals were in power they would not shift the court to the left? Jesus christ. The republicans listen to that and they go "yeah, yeah, pretty much, that's what we're doing." Teriffic. Thats what THEY WANT TO DO. They "won" and that's why they get to make the decisions. Was anybody expecting Bush to nominate a lesbian vegetarian mulatto drum maker from a commune in new mexico? anyone? no? then stop making comments about how it's going to "shift the court to the right," like you need to go to yale law school to figure that one out, and expose these horrible human beings for what they are already. STOP COMPLAINING DEMOCRATS. Let me have at least one year in college with a decently intelligent president.

let's see, what else.

fuck facebook. i dont want to see her face ever again. every time i do i feel like i got punched in the stomach. i know, just don't use facebook anymore. If only i was that smart. when i see that picture i want to take the lamp on my desk and just throw it through the window. i dont know where all that comes from. im a pacifist i swear.

have you ever simultaneously loved and hated a book and loved and hated the main character? It makes sense, the argument. The guy is extremely willed to helping people and being a good and decent human being on one end, and on the other he has an unquenchable desire for sex of all kinds (sans men, i think). And because each of these tugs on the other he is...neurotically jewish. Yeah, i can see where that comes from. yeah so,

they key is looking at it from someone else's perspective - like any random person, actually probably 99.9999999999999999999999999999% of the worlds population this person means nothing. i can just join those ranks, this perosn means so much less to anything than it actually seems.

WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO????

so, loyal reader (there might be more than one), pull me out of the many-sided hole. feet first? no, head first, ive decided.


Time to fly.

vrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSssssshhhhhhhh

i'm in the air. looking down at the people. they look like ants.

i feel like an ant being looked down upon by something. not god, nonono. by.....

myself.